i'm juSt a seXy boi... nahz..

y wwe love ultraman

2006-12-08T06:36:00.000-08:00

Why we love ultraman

i saw this post at ultramanlah.com rather interesting.. lols

'Around the world everyone loves superheros. We, as a species, seem to need superheros. Coming from a protestant Christian perspective (where I come from) the general belief is that we know we are a fallen species and we needed Jesus to save us. This desire to be saved has been metaphorically emulated in our superheros. That is my theory for why we need/respect superheros. This can be extended into the "first contact" or our instinctual desire for that hero to come from somewhere other than Earth. As a bit of a side, it'd be interesting to note how much of Ultraman...who is a "being of light" and uses a cross shaped hand position to fire his specium beam...was influenced by Eiji Tsuburaya's Catholicism (not to mention his other early Kaiju-related work). Of course, for those who don't follow a religion with a redeeming figure such as Jesus, this idea of a saviour is often just seen as just another form of superhero that we all have a need to believe in (though this need is never explained under this second theory). Both of these perspectives are perfectly valid arguments as we have no absolute proof one way or the other.Now, onto why Ultraman inparticular is the #1 hero for us. I think it is the fact we can look up...way up...physically up...to this hero. It is almost like we're little kids again looking up to our big strong parents who will protect us at any costs. On top of all that, we have the rubber suits, imaginitive monsters, and colourful rays...a fantasy world that looks to be a place where fun and imagination has no limits...every week we get a new monster (or a fun familiar face) and we can cheer...successfully cheer...our red and silver hero to victory...and when all is said and done we can punch our fists into the air and shout "Shwatch!" similtaneously with our hero as he flies off.'

joey

2006-05-28T08:05:00.000-07:00

i love joey. i miss joey.. i need her.. now..

Jc

2006-03-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

Well.. wonder how long has it been since i've blogged.. well no 1 cares abt tis anw.. my prelims got 34 points.. budden my O got 17 points.. and i'm rather happi.. especially for chemistry.. well people hu knnows me knows i've never passed chem before.. i got B3 leh!.. budden A math was rather depressing cos i worked so hard.. n i got B3 oso.. hias.. budden prelim F9 lehh!.. lOL..

okok anw.. days after O has been rather happi and sad.. and BORING!! lik right now. i really haf nth 2 do.. no one 2 tok to.. jus feel so frustrated.. hias..

Well my little girl has been so great.. stuff's fine btween us.. and we're happi.. budden now i'm goin to start studyinn ler.. hhias.. sure not much time for her.. hhias.. poor girl.. budden.. WELL DONE U PASSED ALL YOUR COMMON TEST JO!!..(L).. LOls.. (=

recently.. met a nice ger.. got rather close wif her.. she's sweet.. gentle.. .. SHY. lOLs.. it was fun to tok to... budden after meeting up.. sum stuff happened and things seem to be goin downwards.. hias.. hope 2 remainn good frens wif her ..

Lol.. i really nth 2 tok lehs.. budden hand itchy.. OH YA OH YA OH YA!! ULTRAMAN!! ULTRAMANN!! okok.. at dec when i went to genting.. i bought.. " Ultraman The Next" the movie.. den it was so so nice tt soon i started lovin ultraman againn.. den go buy loads of ultraman stuff.. I LOVE COSMOS AND ACE!!.. LOls.. ok.. i am nuts..

Tomorrow's ace is YOU!

pissed

2005-12-20T06:30:00.000-08:00

soo freakinn pissed llol. y issit i'm always the one gettin bullied? always the one gettin screwed?? hiAz.. so FrEakkinn unfair lol...

its lik... went fishin.. den tis two assholes... thirty plus i guess.. real assholes.. soo dey were fishin 1st la.. soo nvm.. i jus stand bside demm .. budden cos dey all cast far.. so i cast near la.. dun disturb dem.. den dey both got tangled up 2gether.. so i fish de spot la... den wen dey fish again.. i reel up let dem fish la.. den one said 2 another.. " aiyo.. better keep your hp.. now a days kids r so not COURTEOUS".. soo fine la. i dun care.. den later one of dem go fish another spot.. so i go fish la.. den the remaining guy mumbled 2 me.. "y dun u go fish another place".. i was tinkin.. " i paid the $$ too.. y should i let u go?"/.. budden 2 save trouble.. i shut up n continue fishin la.. den later my dad caught a fish dere.. den the other asshole came back 2 fish at the spot.... den he mumbled.." kids nowadays r so rude.."... den later.. he said 2 me.. "y r u so rude?".. den i was lik.. cannot take it le la.. den i screamed.. " F*** la.. wad i do wrong? is u left the spot lol".. den my dad faster chase me bhind.. dun even let me explain.. den i cum back again.. wan state my rights.. den my dad push me back again.. its lik.. so wad lol.. den now wad.. dey tink dey win la? dey good la? jus sum freakin low class pple hu WORSHIP the little fish ah.. the fish means so much 2 dem ah? go take dem la!.. idiots.. i paid my $$.. i can fish whereever i wan.. n i DIDNT EVEN TANGLED THEIR LINES LOHX!!.. i even tried 2 avoid dem lol.. he left the spot.. he expects me 2 giv him back when he cums back?? so irreasonable lol.. den still saay as my fault.. it's true life ain't fair.. budden does it haf to b so unfair? .... ok wadever

oh

2005-12-02T07:12:00.000-08:00

lOl.. didnt get 2 blog properly.. my FINGER IS ACHING!...

lOL.. jus now go fishin.. den use lure catch a see bass.. den wen i take out hook the tymm.. the fish jump.. -.-[!~... so i was "attached" to the fish.. the top hook was in the fish.. the trible hook was IN my index fiinger.. IN.. den it was lik.. i couldn't remove it lol.. den worse is the lure was still on the fish lol.. den it kept jumpinn. den keep pushin it deeper n deeper la.. den lucky sum passerby walked bby n help me take out the hook hrm the fish la.. budden.. THE HOOK WAS STIL IN MY FINGER!!. imagine.. the WHOLE HOOK WAS IN LOL!! THE BARBEL OSO LOL!! DEN CANNOT CUM OUT!!.. -.-!~.. luckily fishin dere gt a doctor.. he's oso fishin la.. so he helped me..cos there was no way of removin the hook besides cuttin open the flesh the take the hook out.. so he injected 3 doses of anestatic on my finger.. den sumtym later finger no feelin ler.. numbb ler. den he CUT open the flesh n took out the hook.. wad a FANTASTIC -.-!~.. ya.. bloody too.. den later thank himm really. had 2 thank him. if it wasn't for him.. i would b in deep shit lol.. soo luckky ... den later go home.. den go family doctor wash wound again.. den now better ler.. budden whole finnger bandaged up.. LOL.. duno sun can playy pool a nott. hiaz.. oh wells. thanks to tt doctorr.. ahah... n little babyy.. sorry ahh.. LOL... haf a nice day!

Hii

2005-12-01T19:13:00.000-08:00

lOl.. WHERE IS TT NUT!! SHE JJUST DISAPPEARED!!!...

ok nvmm.. LOl... finally updatee worrx?? so siann O finishh ler.. and FIISHINN FEVER!!.. haha.. yday jus wentt to fish.. n tues too... later goin againn.. ahah.. i JUS LOVE LURE FISHING!! it is soo.. .TRILLIN!!.. ahah...

so How's everyone?? sun goin wiF ats frens playy Pool.. FINALLY.. sorry abtt lastt tymm ler.. not purposely derr narx... hiAz.. hot campp.. i missed it.. hiaz... parents la.. tot say go overseas.. den last min cancel.. hiaz...

wedd singg out.. not badd narxx.. budden i miss de choir.. ahah.. .LOl..

Yday sth dramatic happened... my house television spoil mahhz.. den the Sony pple cum repairr la.. den tiss guy.. cos raining. den he ran outside my house.. denn hee fell.. fell on hiss ribb. den he still dun dare sayy nehx.. still struggle on fix the Tv.. den later mommt see him lykk weird weird derr.den see.. WHOA.. the bumpp lik SO bigg lOl.. denn tell himm restt.. den after tt he cannot movee ler.. LOL .. den he started CRYING... ... -.-!!... denn put ice pack... send him 2 hospitall.. den doctor say MAYBE he broke a rib n punctured his lung.. den he CRIED even more.. -.-!~... lOl.. budden later ok la.. X ray.. see onli gractured a rib.. jus awhile will heall.. budden he KEPT cryin lol.. not cos of pain.. cos he's jus a technician.. he has 2 children.. n now his wife is preganant n due tis 2 days.... so he was so scaredd laa.. LOL..

lOl.. den ivyyn johnn.. sad case for u all.. budden hope u all the bestt.. yuppxx...

okok... lOl.. nth 2 blog.. take care..

2005-10-14T02:07:00.000-07:00

"On a given day, a given circumstance, you think you have a limit and you go for this limit and you touch this limit and you think, ok, this is the limit. As soon as you touch this limit, something happens and you realise that you can suddenly go a little bit further. With your mind power, your determination, your instinct, and your experience as well, you can fly very high." - Ayrton Senna

Wong Fei HOng

2005-09-17T09:54:00.000-07:00

lOL.. so long no blog ler.. haha.. now i n jo jo 8 months lerr... still happily together.. jus that she's very upset that i have no time for her.. budden cannot blame mee mahz.. prelimss nehhx.. how 2 pei her?

Recently got quite close wif pearlynn oso.. she quitee nice.. OH YA.. tt minyen.. WHAHAHA.. kena fooled by me.. i came up wif a gimmic that there's a timmy.. toby's twin bro.. n she ate it up... and wen she discovered it.. she got soo soo madd...

i haven been intereactin much.. wonder how is everyonee.. especially tt ger ger.. so long no peii her properly.. hIaz... lykk livin in my own world lidat.. keep on see books.. hiAz.. budden lyk nth go in lidat.. still lazy as before.. budden recently i'm obsessed with formula one.. GO KIMI GO!!.. llol.. hope the mclaren cann win tis year.. ahah.. den keep playin the F1 game.. budden mine is 2001 version.. soo outdated.. no tym go buy new der.. ahah...

that peanut oso disappear ler. duno die till where.. dunwann mee ler.. soBx... at least still in close terms wiff my little infant princess.. LOL!~...
ya. .denn nowadays seein me in 2 endurance is a common sight.. no see me dere is lyk sth wrong.. sounds weird.. budden i feel happier wen i'm dere.. not jus cos of joey.. i jus feel happier.. not lykk my class.. hiAZ...

2day oso soo funni.. i recieved a letter frm ministry of defence.. warnin me tt i mus apply for Exit permit if i goin overseas.. so kiasu scared i run away frm national service ah? siaoo..

Oh ya.. tt day Hpt passin on ceremony.. den supposed 2 say a speech.. den i stand dere nth 2 say.. completely duno wad 2 say.. lik an idiot jus sayin a few sentence.. the year passed so quickly..

Oh ya... i oso haf more health probss.. hiaz..cos inheirted frm my dad.. i haf high urine acid level.. denn will haf things lik gout... den my legs the soul very pain lol.. hiaz.. terrible time walkin.. den chelstrol oso high.. i'm in deep shit... my mom scolded me.. sayy.. "you're 16!! not 61!!".. ya.. i guess i eat too much unhealthy stuffs.. hiaz..

oh wellss.. needa sleep.. take care everyone.. dengue is so scary.. my sis.. her husband.. my granny... cousin n uncle got.. so pple pls b carefull..

lYkk the song?? LOL!~

WARRIORRR

2005-06-18T07:29:00.000-07:00

lol.. nth 2 sayy la.. neber blog 4 soo long ler.. hiaz.. i duno wads wrongg larr.. me n joeyy.. now so mani probb.. her parents noe lerr.. n i'm soo wanted.. hiaz.. wad 2 do? we expected tis.. hiazz..
soo soo soo... thanks shilinn 4 doin tis bloggskinn.. yupps..
aiyahh.. went gentin.. den now holiday.. onli studyy.. nth 2 doo derr larr... sumtyms i really miss my oldd frens.. pple whom i was once close wif.. now all disappear.. hiaz.. sadd siaa.. hiazzz
in life.. its YOU who selects your own route.. your own future.. i screwed up my reputation... my studies.. regret oso too late.. hiaz. duno wad 2 do le laaa.. hiazzz..
in liffe.. onee must always always tink... every decision made.. any choice chosen.. will affect everythin.. wen i heard cheryl 2 tymin..i was lik.. sum pple r jus too naieve... say lik jiu lik.. say dunlik jiu dunlik.. whassupwittdatt~?..
i know.. i made alot of mistakes in my lifee... wwrong choices.. but i will stand up.. I WILL CHANGE!!! .. anyway rocky rocks... haha... lolx lubb yaa joeyy.. 5 months lerr!

i'mm just a sexy boii~~

2005-05-07T03:25:00.000-07:00

haha .. okok.. duno how long no blog lerrr.. anw.. i'm soo happi.. yday was our 4 month anniversaryy!! ahah.. longest n still goin onn... lol.. been crazy over the ultimate warrior recently.. y am i still so childish?? 16 le n still cannt groww upp.. haha... liffees been ok.. i'mm happi wiff my babyy.. goinn alongg well wiff thee 3... makinn suum frenns... oh wellss .. nott AS badd as b4.. n for the 1st tym ever.. my sms bills never exceed.. suprisin?.. powwerr.. hahaa... lol. budden callin tym exceed.. oopsss.. hahah.. anw.. although my studies still soo bad.. budden at least gt a LITTLE bit of improvementt.. hahah.. oOOo.. lolhx... lleetts see.. tt dayy my bdayy... so long lee.. budden i still remember how tough it was... so mani diff grpss.. den hafta run here n dere.. ahhaha... lolhh.. denn horr.. i duno y now i quite like 2 take neoprintt.. budden soo sadd i dunn look goodd.. soobbx... I CAN"T SMILE!!.. oOo.. lol. mid years tis 2 weeks.. so boring.. cant bowl..budden lucky still haf my baby peii mee.. soo sweet horr. ahah.. denn noww at leastt i cann go alongg wiff tt 3otherr baoobeiis.. at least feel more accepted... ohh wells.. although in class still so lonelly.. at least i still accepted dere.. aahah..oh wellss.. lol. life is lidatt... nth much 2 sayy.. jus wanna wish everyone all the best in everythin ya do.. take care everyone... lubb my bbabyy..

Sexy Boy
I think I'm cute
I know I'm sexy
I've got the looks
That drives the girls wild
I've got the moves
That really move 'em
I send chills
Up and down their spines
I'm just a sexy boy
Sexy boy
I'm not your boy toy
Boy toy
I'm jus a sexy boy
Sexy boy
I'm not your boy toy
Boy toy
I make 'em hot
I make 'em shiver
Their knees get weak
Whenever I'm around
They see me walk
They hear me talk
I make 'em feel
Like they're on cloud nine
I'm just a sexy boy
Sexy boyI'm not your boy toy
Boy toy
I'm just a sexy boy
Sexy boy
I'm not your boy toy
Boy toy
Eat your heart out girls
Hands off the merchandise

lol..

2005-03-22T05:11:00.000-08:00

hahah.. nth muchh tuu write.. i juss lubb tis songg...

Jacky: Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.
Regine: Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
Both: Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
Jacky: Now we're here together
Yesterday has passed
Life is just beginning
Close to you at last
And I promise to you,
I will always be there
I give my all to you
Regine: Living life without you
Both: is more than i can bear
Hold me close forever
Jacky: I'll be there
Both: I'll be there for you
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
This i promise
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Jacky: Love has found
Regine: Love has found
Both: A way
Regine: I'm in love
Jacky: I'm so in love
Regine: I'm in love
Jacky: Yes I'm in love
I'm so in love
Both: With you

*change jacky to Tobey and regine to joey

ti gong bor bi ahhhh

2005-02-23T06:44:00.000-08:00

hiaaz.. so long no blogg lerr.. y me n her always lidatt derr... can't we ever be left in peaceee... first is pple givin her a hardd tymm...den now tt 1 solved... den noww wadd.. parenttS!! leww.. its lik.. so worried lol.. wad'll dey do.. y her parents lidat.. can't even tok 2 boiss.. hiaaZ... so unreasonableee... hiaaz.. babyyy... hiaaz....

finally go backk 2 school ler... so harddeverythin dun understandd... den its lik. complete loss lol.. hiaaz... den i'm so... lik... sloww?? i dun sleep in class noww.. budden i dun understand wadd teacher tokiin lahhxx... arggg.. hiaaz.. savvee mee..

Batista's goin 2 mania!!! whOoOOhuuUU... ok fine.. still a wwe freakk.... hiaazz.. ever since sick recover lerr.. i put on weightt lol.. so fatt.. hiaazz. aiyahh.. no mood 2 blogg.. take care every 1..

SICKKK!!!

2005-02-14T03:42:00.000-08:00

whaloo... so long no blogg....so mani things happenin.... kanasai loo.. siann.. lets start frm the begining.... 1st.. adventure camp.. wha... tough man... chief really not easy 2 be man... den at nith pump pump pump.. budden i really tired mann.. den 3rd day.. siao liao... i go ard remindin pple 2 drink water mahh.. cos i myself oso beri dyhydrated ler.. den cannot tahan.. finally 12 pm.. temperature over 38 ler.. go sick bay.. finish... den , mr lai send me home.. go home... faster call jo.. den go sleep.. never so weak b4 man... den later parent reach home... bring me go hospital.. by den fever abt 40 ler.. den i oso duno wad's happenin.. i completely duno wad happened.....all i noe i was hospitalised... den sleep sleep sleep laa... 2nd day wake up.. ok ler.. budden the stuupid doctor gimmi so mani injection. freakk laa.. doctor tot dengue fever.. jiu keep me 1 more day la.. total 3 days.. sian.. den cyn eve lo.. he finally discharged me... den i rush straight 2 school 2 find jo... den went movie wif her, boulder n cherlyn.. so funnie... den i hold jo's hand.. den jo hold cher's hand.. den we sabo boulder hold cher's hand.. hhaha.. den in movie... whalaoo... wen i n jo R(a) de tym.. tt cher keep seein... siann... ahhaah.. after t.. go home.. bah blah blah.. cyn.. blah blah blah.. hong bao.. blah blah blah.. den cyn 4th day.. phs pple abt 20 pple cum my hous elaa.. play ps2.. play card.. i lost alot.. sobbb.. hahaha.. den after tt... go backk laa.. den nxt day.. weird weird der.. hand so mani spotss... den jo oso got spots... den her doc say she possibily got hand foot mouth disease.. den i worried laa.. scarely later i oso so mani spots cum out.. den MC la... MC 2 day.. den tt nite... vday mahh.. so talked on phone till 3 am.. ahaha.. nxt day tell her dun go school she no listenn hiaz... budden nvm laa still won her t tennis match,.whahaha..budden i siao le.. go see doctor again.. den the doctor laughed wen he saw me.. he say i'm the oldest person 2 ger hand foot mouth disease.. -.-!~... still take foto.. not funni.. sobb.. now 1 week mc loo... sian.. den so itchy.. scratch ler den pain summore.. hiaz.. siao le laa. so boringg... goin 2 die laaa.. whole day sleep sleep sleep.. nth 2 do.. .oh wellss.. hiaazz.. i i feel so bad.. i spreaded it to jo.. hiaazz

2005-01-29T21:15:00.000-08:00

lol.. whaaa.. so long no tagg.. rusty lerr.. hahah... oh no.. stress... freakk laaa.. camp so tough 2 plan lol.. den i so last min der...hiaZ... so mani pple pissed me off.. whalewww... nvmm... haha.. drilled a new ball!!.. so ,much better den my previous spare ball.. went to safra bowl... grassroots... planned.. after camp will go improve bowlin lerr... heYY!! anyone interested in joinin me 4 bowlin competition?? haha.. lol.. tis tym i wun so throw face!! haha..
wha.. sec 4 life.. cannot tahann.. so much things 2 do.. lucky i sTill got my piglet pei pei me everytime.. so imptt.. hehe.. wha.. coughin lik siaoo.. duno wads happenin.. sob.. so much homeworkk... wha...
friday camp lerr!! shuld be my last tym heading a camp lerr... hiaz... wonder how it'll go... so scared if screwed up.. howw...
haha... ok.. short n boliao entryy!!

baby.. 4 u derr..

I am amazed when I look at you,
I see you smiling back at me,
It's like all my dreams come true.
I am afraid if I lost you girl,
I'd fall through the cracks and lose my track,
In this crazy, lonely world.
Sometimes it's so hard to believe,
When my nights can be so long,
And faith gave me the strength,
and kept me going on.
You are the love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me,
You are the love of my life,
Baby put your arms around me,
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night, you're my love...
The love of my life.
Now here you are,
With midnight closing in.
You take my hand as our shadows dance,
With moonlight on your skin.
I look in your eyes,
I'm lost inside your kiss.
I think if I'd never met you,
about all the things I'd missed.
Sometimes it's so hard to believe,
When a love can be so strong,
And faith gives me the strength,
and kept me holding on.
You are the love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me,
You are the love of my life,
Baby put your arms around me,
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night, you're my love...
The love of my life.
You are the love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me,
You are the love of my life,
Baby put your arms around me,
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night, you are my love...
My angel in the night, you are my love...
The love of my... life.

and thats the bottom line.. cos i'm Juz5EXybOii

lol...

2005-01-21T06:01:00.000-08:00

okok bacckk... whaa head better lerr.. aaha.. hows every 1?? lol.. whaa. tml belay schoo.. duno wad will happen.. haha.. my baby's soooo sweet.. nice.. lovin... life's so greattt.. haha... watched shall we dance 2day.. hilarious.. hahaha.. godddd. how.. i still cannot concentrate studyin.. i wanna bowlll... i wanna go out wif herr... i wanna concentrate on de campp.. howw howw howww.. lidat go on.. even retest oso amen ahhh... hahah... tt day sing for chapel hour.. cool la.. 4 the first tym i sing solo got no trembelin in leggsss ahahah.. 2 more weeks 2 camp le leh.. i'mm so so so excitedd... hahha.. wonder how it'll run.. i put my evertyin in to it looo.. hahah... nth much 2 blogg lehx... after all no 1 see oso.. hahah... weird.. duno y my tag board downn.. hhaha... every 1 same de.. do blog.. awhile jiu sian.. dun feel lik bloggin.. like me.. hahah..

to my baby..
* you're my precious
*you're my love
* you're my everything
* you are my life

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, Far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.
Love can touch us one time
and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone.
Love was when I loved you,
one true time to hold on to
In my life we'll always go on.
Near, far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on.
We'll stay, forever this way
You are safe in my heart
and my heart will go on and on.

Chokeslam From hell

2005-01-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

Whalao... really hell man... recess tym... was wif weekiet... den at 4 faith... den started playin laa.. first.. i F5 him.. den later tombstone.. den slam.. den leg drop.. den he Rko me... haah.. nth la.. den later.. the big one.. he wanted 2 chokeslam me... so i let laa... den so mani pple seein.. den i jump so damn high la... looks so nice.. budden tt weekiet slammed me wif full force... den i went numb... wha!! for abt 10 sec.. whole body cannot move lo.. den all so blur derr.. den tell him stop.. he tot i actin.. summore cum splash me.. wha.. den i regained consciousness... wha... head bhind the lump.. big till like egg lidat ahh.. i not worried tt.. worst is.. suddenly.. the front or my neck oso pain.. not pain. .like whole neck numb lo.. whaa... go back classs. duno is ren the pain till wad ah... den after school.. go find jo.. later went remediall den remeidal finish le... cannot tahan lerr... really is duno pain until cannot describe lo... so tell mother laaa... den send me go hospitall... den X ray.... lucky my skull no crack laa... if not die le ha... budden doctor said my nerve was affected.. tts y even face oso pain... hiAz.. now its like... i shower oso pain lo.. hiAz... 2 weeks cannot do physical stuff... tml MC... hiAz... wha.. budden really ah.. the moment when i hit the ground.. i tot i was done le... i tot i was paralized le.. COS I COULDNT move... lucky la.. now so wadd lo.. the lump so big even till its visible lo.. hiAz... tml open house.. i duno how lo.. hiAz.. Budden now i really noe... DUN TRY TIS AT HOME!!! wha.... reAlly scary n pain lo.... so wwe fans... really.. DUN try these... they look cool.. budden they definately hurttt... ahhhh..... hhiAz...oko.. gotta go rub medicine ler... n eat pain killers.. sobbx.. see ya

paisei laa

2005-01-08T20:05:00.000-08:00

okok.. backk.. haha.. how's every 1? anyway... whoa.... de week was terrieble 4 me lo... decided 2 drop chemistry.. no point studyin la... sure fail de.. haha.. den hor.. i 1st day of school keep on leavin class de... helpin out in the sec 1 camp laa.. haha.. den thurs n fri.. wha.. exam finish... rush 2 camp lerr. haha... i tink even till now my teachers duno hu am i ahh... lol... hiAz.. de sec 1 camp.... *shakes head*... hiaZ.... nevermind.... jus hope da best 4 the future lo.... hiAz..

Dad went 4 this eye operation.. den he beri wad lo... move move move.. i see le oso scared... den scoold him he no care... -.-!~.. haha...

now wadd.. my parent feel that i dun care abt them.. hiAz.. am i followin my sister's footsteps? am i goin 2 be as bad as them? toby ahh... *bangs the wall*... really gotta do sth abt it.. haha

oh wells.. tts abt it.. n lastly.. miss my liTTLe piglet!! haha...

Darlin', you can count on me
Til the sun dries up the sea
Until then,
i'll always be
Devoted to you
I'll be yours through endless time
I'll adore your charms sublime
Guess by now you know that i'm
Devoted to you
I'll never hurt you,
i'll never lie
I'll never be untrue
I'll never give you reason to cry
I'd be unhappy if you were blue
Through the years, my love will grow
Like a river, it will flow
It can't die because i'm so

Devoted to you
I'll never hurt you,
i'll never lie
I'll never be untrue
I'll never give you reason to cry
I'd be unhappy if you were blue
Through the years, my love will grow
Like a river, it will flow
It can't die because i'm so
Devoted to you

happi new year

2005-01-01T23:37:00.000-08:00

ok.. backk. nth 2 say la.. jus tt.. exams r here le... so fast.. 2nd day of school jiu test.. hiaz.. stress man.. lol.. i still cant study.. duno y.. am i really goin 2 gib up on studies? i can't.. i noe i cant.. budden i feel tt eventually i will.., how.. y cant coop.. 6hrs a day.. how 2 survive.... hiaz.. sec 4 ler..o level.. hiaz..
recently gotta noe a little cutie.. joey.. haha.. quite nice 2 tok 2 la.. cute cute blur blur der.. reminds me of a piglet.. haha.. nice 2 noe u.. hiAz.. now cannot use phone.. life so boring.. n always so hungry.. haha.. sec 4.. a new begining.. hopefully.. the past mistakes i've done.. pple will 4give me n we';; start afresh!.. haha.. happi nEw yeaR!!

n my fav song or course..
There was a man
A lonely man
Who lost his love
Through his indifference
A heart that cared
That went unshared
Until it died
In his silence
Chorus
And solitaire it the only game in town
And every road that takes him takes him down
And by himself it’s easy to pretend
He’ll never love again
And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He’s playing solitaire
Another day
A lonely day
So much to say
That goes unspoken
And through the night
His sleepless nights
His eyes are closed
His heart is broken
Chorus
And solitaire it the only game in town
And every road that takes him takes him down
And by himself it’s easy to pretend
She's coming back again
And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He’s playing solitaire
A little hope
Goes up in smoke
Just how it goes
Goes without saying
Solitaire…………………
And by himself it’s easy to pretend
He’ll never love again
Oh, and keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always end the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He’s playing solitaire
Solitaire (2x)

-time 4 change-

2004-12-29T09:00:00.000-08:00

year end review ah.. ahah.. duno la... jus that.. this whole year.. 2004... i jus.. changed?.. duno y.. n wads worst.. i changed 4 the worst.. i mean.. back then.. ya.. i'm nobody.. nobody heard of me.. nobody noes me.. i'm jus a little sec school boii... who studied his ass off... worked so hard 4 examinations.. n the most importantly.. i was humble.. more respectful.. n i could commit..
Ya.. i didnt haf attention.. i was nobody.. i didnt noe mani pple.. budden i felt i had more frens.. pple whom i trust.. pple whom ttrust me... still remember the days.. robin shaun they all wuld cum my house so often.. haha.. we were nuts over smackdown.. budden we really had fun.. n today.. all disappeared.. when i tink over it. ya. .its true,, the faults on me.. it isn.t them who bangsei me.. it was i who left them out.. i went a different route... worked 4 different goals.. n now.. ya.. every 1 noes me... yupps.. "ooOh!! toby!! eEEee.. tt disgustin flirt"... ya. ya... ya.. ahHH.. what has gotten 2 me!! y am i so different frm wad i was!?! y cant i be more accepted.. now.. every where i go.. i feel..lonely.. left out.. n now i dun even feel home at choir.. .. i lost my passion 2 study... i get so IN into tokin on the phone... wasted tonns of hours.. ya.. i'm so bloody bz.. still remember the days of entrepreneurship carnival.. OC... n much more.. budden ultimately.. i wasted my tym on phone... n now its confiscated.. budden i still cant get into books... i jus duno y.. y cant i study.. y.. what has gotten into me.. i make so many enemies now.. y~? i mean no harm..argg... n worstly.. nowadays... i lost IT... i duno y.. sum say i've been over confident.. budden sum tyms.. i ask myself.. issit i'm over confident in myself? or under confident.. y when i meet sum 1 i like,. i cant put myself fully into her? y? i had 2 good gals..who gave me chances this year.. fio n ying.. n i lost them all so quickly... i seemed 2 treasure them.. but did i reallly~?~ what is it abt me... wads the point of lookin good wif ""leadership skills"".. i think... i'm jus a failure... another failure.. argg.. wadeva.. i need 2 change.. change 2 who i was.. the toby of the younger days... i need 2.. i must...

Oh-ho-ho-hoooo (x4)
Everybody was Kung Fu fighting,
those kicks were fast as lightning,
In fact it was a little bit frightening,
but they fought with expert timing
There were funky China men, from funky Chinatown
They were chopping back up, they were chopping them down
It's an ancient Chinese art, and everybody knew their part
From a faint into a slip, and I'm kickin' from the hip
Everybody was Kung Fu fighting (huh),
those cats were fast as lightning
In fact it was a little bit frightening (he yeah),
but they fought with expert timing
There was funky Billy Chin and little Sammy Chung
He said, here comes the big boss (whe whe), let's get it on
We took a vow and made a stand,
started swaying with the hand
A sudden motion made me skip,
now we're into a brandnew trick
Everybody was Kung Fu fighting, (huh)
those kicks were fast as lightning (hah)
In fact it was a little bit frightening, (huh)
but they did it with expert timing (hah)
oh,ho,ho,hoooo (hah)
oh,ho,ho,hoooo (hah)
oh,ho,ho,hoooo (huh)
oh,ho,ho,hoooo (hah)
Everybody was Kung Fu fighting, (huh)
those cats were fast as lightning (hah)
In fact it was a little bit frightening, (huh)
make sure you have expert timing (hah)
Kung Fu fighting, had to be fast as lightning...
(oh,ho,ho,hoooo (x7))
Keep on keep on keep on.. yeah yeah...
Everybody let's Kung Fu fighting... (fade)...

wake up boi boi.. wake up..

2004-12-27T05:32:00.000-08:00

oh wells.. backk again.. lew.. yday.. explosion ah... was tokin on da phone.. then later i walk out.. saw dad lying on the flooor... readin... "ah pa ah.. how long u been here le..''since u were tokin on the phone.. wha.. then siao liao.. he literally exploded... scolded me... say i tok so much on the phone.. waste so much tym.. $$.. no study... wha.. then walked into my room... took my room phone n left... dared not 2 say no ah.. if not even worse ha... den i tt nth le.. go back room..WHa.. then round 2.. he call me down.. blah blah blah... say.. choose.. sttudy or nort 2 study. decision is in my hands.. then of course i say study la.. then he say mus be under his rules... study mus off phone... whalEw.... den phone cannot be in rooom... omg.. its good la.. budden how i survive... cannot call pple...(U)... oh wells... career ended.. -.-!~.....

2day.. went out.. n ya.. waited 4 ht eperson 2 turn up.. 2 hrs.. omg... haha.. lol.. nice test of patience.. -.-!~.. n i guessed gave a terrible impression.. haha.. lols... nth much le la.. tts abt all .. haf a nice day..

boi boii... stop dreamin... it's impossible..

sian..Eve of christmaS!!

2004-12-24T06:33:00.000-08:00

aH... borin sia.. how's every 1? now i noe how fun it is 2 do blog lehx.. aha.. mus spend alot of tym though.. nth much to say leh.. i'm jus kinda.. worn out. duno y.. mentally n everything.. jus dun feel right lehx.. duno y.. can sum 1 tell me y? hiaZ

life's kinda borin.. oh wells.. hell's gonna sstart soon..o levels.. o man.. i will die ler.. haha.. ah.. wad u guys tink i shuld put 4 my song? sth slow n sad or fast n lame?.. haha. nth tu do.. any 1 free wan do up my blog? haha... okok.. i noe short entry.. so as usual.. i'll post sum nice lyrics..

When I saw you standing there
I about fell off my chair
When you moved your mouth to speak
I felt the blood go to my feet
Now it took time for me to know
What you tried so not to show
Something in my soul just cried
I see the want in your blue eyes
Chorus :Baby, I'd love you to want me
The way that I want you
The way that it should be
Baby, you'd love me to want you
The way that I want to
If you'd only let it be
You told yourself years ago
You'd never let your feelings show
The obligation that you made
For the title that they gave

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

new n end..

2004-12-20T04:27:00.000-08:00

aHhHH.. nEw blog.. thanks jing 4 doin it up 4 me.. yupp.. hahha... i am happi n unhappi... dunch noe y.. we jus broke up... faster then i tt it would.. i'm.. quite suprised... budden i saw it cummin though.. didnt really feel hurt.. but jus disappointed... ah.. ok fine.. no point fakin.. i feel hurt.. hiaz... wadeva.. third tym.. n i belif it's the last ler.. i dun wan 2 falll 4 u anymore... don't want... jus don't want.. i want 2 be the happi go lucky guy that i was.. the no worry guy... the crazy guy.. .ah.. wadeva.. 4get abt it.. AHhHh!!! ...its ova... ova.. ova...

okiEx... hiAz.. holiday endin le.. study tym cummin.. o levels r here.. ah.. i'm so dead.. my chinese.. suck till wad la.. haha.. lol..

god bless the day I found you
I want to stay around you
And so I beg you
Let it be me
Don't take this heaven from one
If you must cling to someone
Now and forever
Let it be me
Each time we meet love
I find complete love
Without your sweet love
What would life be
So never leave me lonely
Tell me you'll love me only
And then you'll always
Let it be me
Each time we meet love
I find complete love
Without your sweet love
What would life be
So never leave me lonely
Tell me you'll love me only
And then you'll always
Let it be me"

haha.. another song wif real lyrics..-.-!~
It's now or never,
come hold me tight
Kiss me my darling,
be mine tonight
Tomorrow will be too late,
it's now or never
My love won't wait.
When I first saw you
with your smile so tender
My heart was captured,
my soul surrendered
I'd spend a lifetime
waiting for the right time
Now that your near
the time is here at last.
It's now or never,
come hold me tight
Kiss me my darling,
be mine tonight
Tomorrow will be too late,
it's now or never
My love won't wait.
Just like a willow,
we would cry an ocean
If we lost true love
and sweet devotion
Your lips excite me,
let your arms invite me
For who knows when
we'll meet again this way
It's now or never,
come hold me tight
Kiss me my darling,
be mine tonight
Tomorrow will be too late,
it's now or never
My love won't wait.

hha... tts abt it.. haf a nice dayee~~